I feel like I want to give up but I think about it and tell myself don’t give up just yet there’s still a little chance of something happening. But Idk what to believe, giving up on what I’ve been going through and leave it’s going to make me depressed and sad. I just wanna be happy and able to smile everyday with no saddness getting in the way.
I think I know why you don’t wanna be in a relationship with me cuz you still love your ex gf and you still fuck with her, but you don’t tell me and you think I don’t know but I know everything that you do. You can’t keep secrets from me. I will know. If you wanna be with her then go chase her than playing with my feelings and Shit. I hate that kind of Shit. Don’t get me pissed off to the point where I will go see her and tell her everything and punch her in the fucking face. Don’t get me all twisted up and still play with my feelings. Why don’t you just drop everything you had with her and just let her go and move on, instead of holding back.
Please don’t leave me, I want you by my side everyday and make me feel good. I don’t want you to leave and I don’t want you to leave by my side, I feel better when your beside me. Just looking at you makes me feel better and all my problems go away when you talk to me. I can’t find the same person like you, theres no way I can find a person just like you, you’re a great person, you make me laugh and smile everyday. Please don’t go, I need you and I need you in my life. Be right beside me when I need you and when I need someone to lean on and cry. I may say I love you but the truth I’m in love with you and I love the way you are and the way you look at me. Please don’t leave stay with me and make me the person I am when I’m with you. I love you and always will.
I made a mistake falling in love with you, if I wasn’t in love with you then I would feel the way I feel about you now from back in the days. You’re a great guy, you have an amazing personality, you can brighten up the room with your random jokes, and you make me smile for no reason sometimes. I wish I could go back and just be a good friends with you then being in love with you and be best friends, even though we’re not together I still think we’re together like a couple, I wanna be your girlfriend and make you happy. Like I said to you I don’t care if you hurt in the future I will eventually get over it and forget about it. Hope we can be awesome best friend and maybe in the future we can be bf and gf making each other happy. I wanna be with you more than I think or you think, please be with me and hold me in your arms forever. I will love you even your away from me. Please think of me as your best friend/gf and love me, care for me, and say good morning beautiful with a kiss.
I fell deep in love with you at one point then I thought it was childish to love someone that I barely knew so I let it go and walked away. But now that we know each other to the point where we’re in a same page I care about you more, o have deep feelings for you, and I love you but not in love with you. I hope one day we can be together and make each other happy. I will love you more and more and make you happy. Love me like no one else would.
I love the way you smile, love the way you make me laugh, love the way you listen to me, and I love that your taking a daddy role to my beautiful little girl. I miss you when your gone, I miss you even if we’re in a different room. I love cuddling with you and love it when you cuddle up with me and just hold me in your arms. I care about you more than anyone I know, my feelings for you has grown stronger for you, and I have love for you but not in love yet. You’re the person I can come up to and say my problems and you will listen to me and talk to me to forget the struggling things I’ve talked about, your not just my friend, you are my best friend that knows me well and we both think the same. I love the way you are and I love that your by my side most of the time to cheer me on or make me smile. You make sure I have a smile on my face and just be happy instead of being sad. I thank you that you will be with me to cheer me on and put a smile on my face. Mikey, I miss you and love you so please come home safe where I can be in your arms again.
I’m gonna try my best to lose some weight, gotta eat healthy, drink lots of water, and exercise a lot.. I can do this and I hope I can have some kind of result.. Hwaiting!!
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